Monday, March 29, 2010

A month a go: Piece of memory with a friend

A month ago, I lost a very good friend of mine who really cares and understanding. He is one of my best friend who can accept me in any ways, even though sometimes I know I hurt him a lot. He also the very 1st person that i know from the social network for a very long time ( almost a decade) and stick as a friend after we met for the first time 2 years ago.Our friendship begins from Friendster, and then move to Yahoo massenger to be our communication medium, Facebook and later Skype.Be friend since secondary school, and our first meeting happened at Times Square. Quite funny at that time. But at last, i meet face to face the person who I chat for a long time.We share a lot of memories together.

The funniest one when we forget the date of Valentine Day and we choose that day to meet. A group of IIUM student came to us and gave us a survey and fliers about Valentine and we laugh like hell at that moment. We only realize it was Valentine when dozen of couple with red roses and teddy bears make KLCC crowded and we don't have any place to go since it is too crowded to use LRT. He celebrate my 23rd birthday at Temper Park with his friend and I think, that is the best moment that I will not ever forget about it. When someone remember my bornday, i will easily touch with that.It was simple, but, I just can't explain it how I feel, haha.. Ermmmm.. Maybe the way he celebrate my birthday.

I also used to called him DOREMON ; the robot cat who has collection of latest technology tools inside his pocket and definitely he is, haha.. He teach me a lot about lappy ( even in every simplest thing) and I learned a lot from him. He used to called me GIANT who always bully him and he said he called me GIANT because I am big in certain part ( Aiseh! Kick your bud buddy.. @_@).

And buddy, if you are reading my blog, I am so sorry for what happen to us. I just can't manage it and I don't know how to explain it in the simple words. I can't conclude it either. But I would like to say, with the "short term memory" I had, there are part of our story still bare in my mind.It not that easy to remove or forget everything. Miss you buddy. Thank you for accepting to be a part of your life along these years.Sorry again for hurting you.

I have SISP and Library Automation test today. Ironically, I can't focus right now. Pray for me. I hate to feel like this! It was damnly irritating me.

Tuesday, March 23, 2010

Reality of life..

Hah... I just feel like want to laugh today. Ok,.. I would like to apologize to those who feels like I was pointing them for my last entry. However, don't you feel that it happen. It just not happen in my life, but almost to all person who have an experience as a student in university. We have to accept it no matter how is it right? Maybe I am using the wrong medium to show my satisfaction level to the public. But, this is the purpose of my blog. I like to share almost everything as long as it not make people around me shameless. From the very beginning ( if you still remember my entry about poligamy.. I also get the same feedback like today..), did I mention any name? No, right? Its up to you guys to take it in a positive way or negative way. I can't stop you from thinking the way you want.

However, as a human being, I would like to apolagize again to those that feel like I am ponting on them. I'm not mean to put the guilt or what so ever, but just want to share the reality. I hope I'm not bring up any polemic here. Sorry..

Remember one of my friend said," back stabbing.. " when he point someone in his social page.. He too straight forward right? I hope I'm not kind of that..

Monday, March 22, 2010

Monday morning...

It was cold since Puncak Perdana got rain last night and i slept tightly, haha.. i dunk crakers with Milo only to feed me this morning. Hurmm.. Ok. Actually i have to finish plenty of works and I'm running through it. There are few works running at the same time but i have a group work which my group member and I thinking want to pay someone to do it for us (aiseh..).. They do it few times but not for me. I'm not trying to say that I am very good student in finishing any task given by the lecture. But honestly, not even once I pay someone to do my job and I don't know how I feel this time since the day they tell me bout their plan. Whatever.. We leave this story here. I just want to share with you what we... The semester 6 students from IS faculty done last weekend.

 We attend a program ( even the atmosphere like seminar for me..)  conducted by FIM ( Faculty of Information and Management) with three other organizations under FIM.

Kak dayang and Ida. The person who sit beside me along the seminar.

Almost the same style, hahaha..

With Nancy and Maduna. Fadh try to cover his face even though I already asked him to join us.
Capturing pictures in this event if not for fun what else. isn't it?

It was very cold inside the hall.

Same with Wana..

Ami too..

Can you see the shawl there? someone rounded herself with it.. Who is she?
Some of them just enjoy themselves..

Mad Min with his dayang-dayang.. Didi behind him concentrate with her magz.
It just for fun my friend, hehe.. We came from the different state, different ethnics, different background, and when we join FIM we are from different course even under the same school. But we are ONE..

with love,

Monday, March 15, 2010

Hujung minggu yang lalu..

Nak cerita apa yang aku buat last weekend, kenalah cerita dari awal macam mana boleh jadi last weekend kan? hehe.. Last wednesday, aku dah plan macam-macam nak settle kan everything konon-konon tak nak bazirkan masa lah. Repair printer, beli barang-barang untuk picnic, bayar bil Celcom, etc..etc... However, we as a human only can plan it and it was not necessary everything what we've plan can give the best result isn't it? Macam tulah ceritanya dengan aku. Mengagau cari kereta sewa, tak ada nak jumpanya. Time diperlukan, tak ada, time tak diperlukan, ada je yang offer nak sewakan. Tanya pada rakan-rakan, diaorang pun nak pakai kereta memasing. Tebal jugaklah muka. Tapi kalau tak mencuba, mana nak tahu hasilnya kan? So, akhirnya hari Rabuku membazir macam tu sahaja. Just dapat beli barang untuk picnic. Kecewa jugaklah sebab kerja-kerja lain dah tertangguh. Tapi, tak apalah. Pelan-pelan kayuh..

Aku nak picnic dengan siapa? Aha.. Adik-adik aku. Nak harapkan diaorang turun Puncak, alamatnya sampai aku konvolah tak tiba. Aku jugak yang kena ke sana. Tak apalah.. Adik-adik sendiri. So, untuk picnic, aku cuma pesan bawakkan nasi dengan minuman sahaja. Lauk tak payah dok risau. Makanya, mulalah proses yang pertama. Menyiang ayam plus marinate sebahagian untuk digoreng pada hari kejadian. Sebahagian lagi aku tak buat apa. Tu.. Rezeki housemate aku. Disebabkan rumah nih tak ada peti sejuk, so, rumah kak Ain menjadi mangsa. Sorry Kak Ain.. DAh tiga kali guna peti sejuk dia, hehe.

Hari Jumaat sebelum pergi kelas Digital Library amek ayam dulu. Sekurang-kurangnya bila nak digoreng nanti taklah ayam tue keras kematu. Usai kelas, macam tak laratlah pulak. Last2 proses menyiapkan ayam dibuat pagi sabtu. Betul-betul pagi. Macam nak berniaga pulak. Kerja masak-measak settle sejam kemudian. Cuma buat sambal ayam dengan sayur campur. Nak buat lodeh pekat, tapi adik tak nak berkuah santan. Ok..ok.. As you wish my dear. Siap awal, aku balun tidur balik, hehe.. Bangun semula at 7a.m, bersiap, dan bergerak dari puncak at 10 a.m. Picnic kat mana?

 KLCC.... tu dia..Siapa nak join kami lagi..?? hehehe

Adik-adik sekalian. Che'a bawak kawan dia yang sangatlah ramah-tamah.

With Anis.. yang kedua..

Che'a dengan Fatimah..

Budak yang tak puas nak main dekat playground. Jenuh mama dia nak pujuk..

Actually ada cerita. Sebelum nih aku pernah picnic dengan adik dekat KLCC. Tapi masa tue Che'a masih di Nilai, sebab masih di Asasi. So, aku berdua dengan Anis jelah. Syok-syok kami bukak tupperware berisi lauk-pauk yang diimport khas dari Shah Alam, tiba-tiba.. Hahahaha.. Adalah a group of Indonesian nih pakat gelak kat kami. Nak tau kenapa? Kami bawak bekal... Diaorang beli KFC combo set. Aisemen! Dengan muka selamba aku cakap a... "kami tak mampu.." hehe.. Tak sempat nak capture gambar makanan. Dah habis makan, baru teringat.. hehe..

Poket makin nipis nih, aduyai..

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

Frank Sinatra; My way..

And now the end is near
And so i face the final curtain
My friend, I'll make it clear
I'll state my case of which I'm certain
I've lived alive that's full
Traveled each and every highway
But more, more than this
I did it my way

Regrets? I have a few
But then again to few to mention
I did what i had to do
I saw its through without exemption
I planned each charted course
Each careful step along the by-way
And more, much more than this
I did it my way

Yes there were times
I guess you knew
When I bit off more than I could chew
And with it all when there was doubt
I ate it up and spit it out
I grew tall through it all
And did it my way

I loved laughed and cried
I had my fill my share of losing
But now as tears subside
I find it all so amusing
To think I did all that 
And may I say not in a shy way
No, no not me
I did it my way

For what is a man?
What has he got?
If not himself then he has naught
To say the things he truly feels
And not the words of one who kneels
The record shows I took the blows
And did it my way....

Activity for today

Since I have no class every Wednesday, I've plan to rent a car and ask my friend to show me where is MAB (even actually it was located at Subang, tapi aku tak tahu celah mana..) I want to change the location for my practical(UMP before..) Plus, I have planned a picnic with my sister on this becoming weekend. Kena prepare lauk-pauk. Tak kisah la tue. I'm worries bout my practical training. Will someone bullying me? Will I give the organization the best performance? Will I get a job after my practical training? I don't want to stay at home and doing nothing.

I have to settle down few final projects, so it must a pack day for today, this month. I wish i can settle down everything on time.

Bore.. Bored... Bored..

Thursday, March 4, 2010

March yang menjengah..

Dah lama tak post n3. Sebabnya, kesempatan yang ada semakin berkurangan untuk semester ini. Tambah-tambah semester akhir nih penuh dengan final project yang menuntut aku melebihkan masa gara-gara final paper untuk IS220 dimansuhkan bagi pelajar semester 6 IS220. Apa yang tinggal, final paper untuk mereka yang mengambil subject minor atau elektif. Hurmmmm.. Tak kisah lah.. Asal semuanya berjalan dengan lancar, aku tak berapa peduli dengan semua tu.Keluhan pasal broadband, aku dah tak mampu nak cakap. sama sahaja. 

Penempatan untuk menjalankan praktikal sudah keluar keputusannya. Berlonggok aku dan rakan-rakan di hadapan bilik En. Burn pagi tadi. UMP.. Hahahaha.. Aku sorang jelah post STPM kat situ. Baki rakan yang lain post Diploma. Tak apalah.. Apa yang perlu aku buat sekarang, buat revision. I have to prove that I; the only Post STPM who will becoming a practical student at UMP can do it, at least my performance same level with them or else much better! Dah muak kena compare. Apalah.. Pemikiran yang terlalu sempit. Apa nak dibezakan sangat kan. Kadang-kadang, mentaliti seseorang tue yang menghuru-harakan keadaan. Bagi aku, siapa pun mereka, sama sahaja. Mereka tetap rakan yang perlu aku depani sepanjang 2 bulan di sana. pandai-pandailah aku bawa diri. Lagipun, apa perlu sangat praktikal dengan kawan selain untuk dibuat teman. Masuk job market nanti kira rezeki sahaja kalau dapat satu tempat kerja dengan individu yang kita kenali.Oh yea.. Disebabkan final paper dah tak ada, so praktikal kami diawalkan pada bulan April. InsyaALLAH jika tiada aral 26 April kami akan memulakan praktikal. Apa yang tinggal 2 final paper untuk minor subject aku. Aish.. Jiayou NAIMAH...... 

Sepintas lalu aktiviti semester ini..

Anyam ketupat.. Family Day at TBJ held on middle of March,2010..
My sister.. Behind.. Grey tudung is our mommy.

My younger brother..

Research at Toyota RC.. Center is our super senior who handle this TRC with Mrs. Intan Salimi  

Actually dalam kelas web programming nih.. Belajar guna dreamweaver.. Best2.. Feel excited. Dah pernah belajar, revision2.... love PHP.. love mysql.. (iklhlas tak nih..?? kih3~)

Harap-harap keputusan yang aku ambil bakal memberi pulangan kelak.